Painting story: As a child, kissing girls was all that mattered, but my evil father would not allow it and harmed me instead. I was useless no matter what I did or said. He wanted me to avoid talking to women and face social anxiety. I was alone, with no assistance. Being with others makes me normally happy since I'm cute and I love humans. Bullies targeted me because I was both fearful, quiet, and attractive. They lacked love. I struggled to fit in, which led to depression at 33. Even though I got help from a psychologist, my anxiety persisted. I found life difficult and felt hopeless. I got early retirement at 43. At the age of 45, a shaman imparted knowledge and taught me how to overcome my anxiety. At fifty, my anxiety has become less intense.
One can catch a glimpse of a stunning woman in a bikini, enjoying a cigarette. She isn't easy to seduce and satisfy, yet her beauty and desire are undeniable. Women don't desire men, but males do desire women. As a cute man filled with anxiety who inhabits an evil and wild world, it's nearly impossible for me to seduce lovely women. I have therefore written frustrating keywords such as "perfect" on the pants, "freekii freekii you" on the breasts, and "enjoy" on the face, in response to her deliciousness. The other keywords, as well as the blue Japanese letters, represent goodness and being with women. Tribal patterns allow for an easy and calm life in freedom with women. Japan seems calm, but my perception isn't always accurate. To me, the most important things are to avoid evil humans, to be myself, and to be happy with lovely women. That's why loving hearts are the most important things.
