One sees a lovely African tribal woman with a hat, jewelry, face paint, and tattoos. In her wildest dreams, guys will seduce her only so she can be seen. This is not likely to occur. Rejection, being true, and feeling tiny are factors that fear many men. A lot of men are fake, determining, selfish, and evil.
I dream of a hot African woman. There is no one on this planet hotter than her. With lovely chocolate skin and large, full kissing lips.
The West is at odds with tribal patterns and keywords. It is fake, hard, evil, determining, and stressful. On the flip side, they push for freedom—a simple, calm, tolerant, and real tribal lifestyle that I've dreamt of since I was a little boy—one in which I can be myself and do all I want, to be content with women.
Since women in the Western world want it, I want to be one of those cool graffiti tags in the background, yet what really speaks to me are the hearts since they are cute, honest, empathetic, and loving.
I suffer from mental illness, went afraid, and got quiet since my tyrant father detested it when I was a cute little boy who kissed girls. Despite what I did or said, he humiliated and scolded me in front of others. Nothing made sense; nobody cared about me, helped me grow, or offered advice. I was left to fend for myself, completely cut off from society. Frustrated, afraid, and confused I was. I faced evil bullying and judgment and fought to fit in.
Living in the West is complicated, controlling, and stressful; males are evil and wish to isolate me from women since they are frustrated, selfish, and controlling. Due to my serious depression many years later, I was able to retire early as a rescue worker.
