Almost every night I have a dream about childbirth. Some are pleasant and peaceful, some are terrifying, and I wake up in the morning and feel relieved when I stroke my belly. All of them are now connected to my creativity, and my worldview, which had stopped before, has started to move. That's how I feel. I want to paint what I can only paint now. I want to free myself from realism and fuse abstraction and realism. It will be a distinctive series that I can look back on and say, "This is the style I wanted to paint at this time.
