“I UNDERSTAND YOU, JOKER! - THE MAN ANSWERED. JUST NOW I AM FUCKED ENOUGH TO TELL YOU MY STORY WITH LAUGHING. BUT, THE SKY IS A WITNESS IF IT SLIPS ON YOUR FACE
EVEN A HINT OF SERIOUSNESS, I WILL BE NUMB IN THE SAME MOMENT!”
Bonaventure "night vigils"
Mom told me about some kind of house on the edge of the universe on the Black Sea, but I dreamed of the homeland of my ancestors, I didn’t know who I was, why did everyone treat me like that? Now I knew I was not like that, my roots lie beyond my idea of
yourself. Why do I need a house in the Caucasus mountains? I live differently, my dear mother, I was not useful here. You used to say; "where he was born there and was useful" .. I was not useful.
So what is this self-destruction of everything that was dear to me?, these questions tormented me… my roots are there…