Original acrylic on paper.
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The death of the old personality in the process of spiritual development is an integral part of the transformation. This is dangerous, because you reset your life programs, free yourself from blocks, patterns of thinking, behavior, ways of reacting, and you face a feeling of hopelessness, meaninglessness of existence.
In reality, you are experiencing a state of conflict between the old and the emerging, but so far so vague "new".
Quite the opposite, you simply move to a new, higher level of consciousness and are in a state of adaptation to it.