I have made the painting because I experience my world as vicious, all the people I meet and see in my life behave very evil to me, and also a family member from my childhood was mean to me, so I have lived a life of pain inside. I do not meet people in my life who are loving but they behave evil. What I see in the media and in the world are evil intentions, It is evil people who have invented this world we live in and not dear people. I have painted and written my frustrations, feelings, desires and dreams on the canvas, to show who I am and what I feel and think about my life and this world. I have a dream about my life to be different, happy, joyeful and with loving people, but I experience and see people as being determined, evil and selfish.
The painting I have made abstract because it is outside of reality, I have made it with acrylic and silver glitter on canvas. The flowers I have drawn is my symbol of sweetness and peace. The patterns I have made is inspiration from tribal art, The Aboriginal Dots, Indians and African Art, as I see it live free and in freedom and are themselves. I have painted the indians teepees in blue, red and dark in the middle of the canvas, for me it is a symbol of nature, peace and freedom. The keywords i have written in white is my own wishes, dreams and frustrations and I have crossed out some not so good words as a wish they should not exist. The heart signs I have made is to show that love is important for me to live a good life.
