Why are you painting? Why can't you do something else? Do you really have dreams at night in which you paint pictures?
If so, then there is no need to resist. We need to let our hands draw, paint flow and fold into a unique drawing.
I love natural colors that give calmness, harmony and joy. I painted this picture, the next day, as we finished making repairs in the apartment. WE painted the walls in my room green, and I liked it so much that subconsciously I painted the picture in the color of my room. Although, it will look very good in a light interior.