WHER SHOULD I GO ？

Concept

I live in a bedroom town where Japan was created during the bubble economy. A town lined with 2x4 houses without history, separated from the local culture. On the outside you will find the original mountains and some wildlife.
What is nature?
Individual perception acts unconsciously and determines the surrounding state. I feel unnatural when surrounded by trees, but feel natural when surrounded by buildings. Humans have come out of the hierarchy of creatures and can move as they wish, so that deer can be both gods and pests. Creates a human hierarchy and causes friction. Recognition that rolls with trivial things proceeds inconsistently and inconsistently.
For fear of power, over-defense and war. People fear nature, nature fears people, and fear turns into attack. Various movements depending on the strength and weakness of humans with ambiguity. I am thinking about this vague thing.