KBL(French)

My childhood was born in debt to a rich family, an older brother who was violent every day, a mother who stood by and watched her brother's violence and told scandalous and ugly stories, and a father who drank alcohol and was the main love of my life every day. Unable to receive love from my family...

My childhood was born in debt to a rich family, an older brother who was violent every day, a mother who stood by and watched her brother's violence and told scandalous and ugly stories, and a father who drank alcohol and was the main love of my life every day. Unable to receive love from my family I did not know how to communicate, I was angry, I had many conflicts with my friends, my friends avoided me. As a child, there was nothing I could do except put up with the moon and stars in the sky every night. One day looking at the night sky through the window of my room, I saw a girl who smiled a lot, and I began to put up with watching the girl instead of the night sky. One day, a neighbor's puppy blocked the way of the girl and her brother, barking and scaring them, so I forced the running puppy to touch her, telling her he would play with her, and the girl fell in love with the puppy that day. The girl thought I was a sweet girl and approached me to be friends, and she was the first friend to like me as a friend, laughing at my teasing and approaching me to be friends. I rationally liked that friend and it was the first love I felt for me. I gradually began to feel emotions that way, but I did not know how to express them and they piled up inside me very angrily. The emotions I was feeling for the first time were irresistible, and it became difficult for me to look at my friend. Seeing my friend was the only way to make it through the day, but I couldn't do it anymore and started to focus on boxing. One day, I saw a statement on the Internet that said, "Put emotion into a work of art." He decided to study art and left for France. One day in France, I cried for days because I wanted to see my friend so much, I started to paint alone for the first time in my life, and when I saw the works they all painted, I knew for sure what kind of life I had to live and what I had to do in the future. After that my life was lonely, hard and full of bad things, but now to me they are all memories and I am happy. As time goes by, the good and bad things we experience in our daily life become memories and cheer us up to live life. I am proud to be L-ART now and believe that my past has made me who I am today.